AB-
instruments blunt and sharp pound hands and feet
when all is said and done will feel defining beat
broken from inside
outer left to rot
mind left in state of shout
twisted in it's thoughts
all becomes negative
based on what's real
always be negative
it's one way to deal
mirror shows agony
another day to dread
nothing more disturbing
than the words in my head
all that's left in my body
are traces of slivers
I know that I will be dead
as I feel my last quiver
ALL SHOULD FALL
I foresee beyond perception
the eyes show so much deception
something grows inside of me
the pain that's individuality
all should fall out of line
lead away that's divine
follow blindly as you will see
the mind travels alone when it's free
all I know is might and construction
haunted dreams are misconceptions
failing to show reality of life
the mind wanders in this aimless strife
when the beginning becomes the end
I continue to strive to transcend
when all seems to be lost
find another mean at any cost
ASSHOLE
I'm the asshole do as I say
I'm the asshole do it my way
don't need your pity
don't need your love
I'm the only one
you should be thinking of
I'm much wiser
and I don't fuckin' care
all that's happened
has left me no where
I no longer hope
I no longer dream
what the fuck happened?
all I do is scream
THE BEAST
I'm the beast that comes out at night
infestation kills the light
just look into my blood red eyes
I'll be your reaper tonight
I may travel and end in your town
another feeding frenzy all around
I walk like I'm the only beast
don't you run you're my feast
living the life that's so wild
rip your heart out feel the fire
it's your head that I pound
listen closely there's no sound
taste your flesh against my lips
I desire more than this
feel the cold breathe that I bare
all your dreams die in my stare
BLACK AND WHITE
used to see black and white
so few shades of grays
now I see a full spectrum
it's not so fucking great
watched so many people
lacking in emotions
too many uptight
Now I really see them
as life has to be
not so black and white
Life with raw emotions
live where no one sees
live like no one cares
know that I don't care
the message in the bottle
at the bottom I've found me
floating away from here
I found peace and harmony
BLACKHOLE'S HOLD
nothing shines through
when it's next to you
nothing shines through
all is a waste
when done in haste
dreams lie awake
when they're not faced
drags you down
slaps you around
you may be lost but
when are you found?
pulled inside
nothing left to hide
all ideas are thought to die
stay away
or you will decay
blackhole's hold
allows no sway
BLOODLINE
follow the bloodline
it leads the way
a path that ends
with death and decay
follow the bloodline
morbid and true
it just may lead
directly to you
darkness surrounds
time of despair
flows right through
like electric chair
like the slow rip
eventually tears
the bloodline will
eventually sear
BREAK ME DOWN
suppress the horrors
deny all that's happened
crazy things taken away
future visions are all mistakes
time no longer stands still
I'm losing what's real
I no longer stand still
I'm losing what's real
disk ripped from bone
hardened artery flows alone
can't break me down
beat face into the ground
rip out my spine
cut it deep with dull knife
take all that's mine
deny my way of life
BREATHE IN LIFE
I can breathe in life
I can bring out death
I can feel what I want
but do I want another breath?
Oh, how I want to feel
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Oh, how I want to feel
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Oh, how I feel like someone
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Sometimes I think I live for something
I can breathe in life
I can bring out death
I can feel what I want
but do I want another breath?
Oh, how I want to feel
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Oh, how I want to feel
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Oh, how I feel like someone
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Sometimes I think I live for nothing
Sometimes I think I live for something
BULLET
piercing the skin
burning within
fiery slice
with a sense of delight
fallen down
towards the ground
leaning over
can never renown
shadow ground
curled around
seeping goo
leaving you
it's a bullet
it's a bullet
COMPLETE
the pain that's in my eyes
shows all my life is grim
I can feel my blood flow
as my eyes grow dim
my back is in the corner
with nowhere to go
panic attacks like the smothering pillow
that never lets go
when all I've done is complete
with absolutely nothing left
I know I gave it my all
but all now comes to this
anger leads to hatred
and all now must die
wanting to live for one more day
it's just another lie
when I'm lying on my death bed
the end seems to come so slow
but grips like the monster that never lets go
that never lets go
CONDEMNED
condemned to a world I hate
condemned to this fucking fate
all the pain
all that grows around me
damn this world
condemned to the dark
what doesn't kill me
doesn't always make me stronger
I'm ready filled with hatred
nothing can console me
there's no where I want to be
free from this vessel
it's the only way
filled with hatred
I'm filled with hatred
CONTAMINATION
I can feel the earth shatter below my feet
feelings come and go but knowledge lasts
centuries fall into a daze the words slip
my mind swells with contamination
negative emotions lead to hatred
stems from hurt that did not grow
part of life is pain and it grows
my mind swells with contamination
CREATURE OF THE DARK
creature of the dark
appeared like a spark
with whisper it said
"it's the day of the dead"
walking without light
distant sounds of horror
mind racing backwards
brings visions of gore
creeping wind whistles
with a moaning cry
I heard from somewhere
"all will die"
spirit disembodied
searching aimlessly
possession is the goal
this ghosting is for keeps
arising from the earth
a crazy looking fiend
looking right at me
"it's only Halloween"
DARK ENERGY 101
dark energy can't be seen
a force defying reality
dark energy can't be seen
a form that denies all our senses
dark energy can be defined
physicists seem to think it's a force
increasing speed of the universe
pushing the galaxies further apart
dark energy can be defined
metaphysical researchers often believe
it is the energy left after death
with turmoil, manifests a poltergeist
dark energy can be defined
I believe it's the part that
differentiates us from the animals
the dark part of our souls
that creates the judgmental opinions,
jealousy and abuse
DEAD INSIDE
what can I do when life seems dead?
my hopes and dreams are lies in my head
I know this death the death inside
it grows as it fucking multiplies
with its twists when it turns
it left these scars it left these burns
the truth that lies is the brain's demise
where nothing comes and nothing goes
I feel so dead dead inside
like I have no more pride
I've got to try try to hide
where can I go? my hopes are gone
the thrills of life no longer belong
the truth that lies is the brain's demise
where nothing stays and nothing grows
DEATH BOX
bring me to my death box
bring me to my death box
let me in my death box
let me in my death box
in my death box I have no fear
there's nothing that will get me out of here
I see blind I know I must stay
my brain is full my words pull away
soon I will be at my destination
my thoughts are not of old frustrations
I feel the earth tremble as I look back
knowing what was there is now only black
DEATH'S DOOR (THE REAPER)
the reaper has my name
the reaper knows my game
no one left to blame
lying crouched and ashamed
rest comes with death
lying with untold sins
soon no more pain
it's not so pretty
all's a rotten core
when at death's door
I'll play no more games
and alone once again
there's no destiny
there's no destiny
DEEP IN MY SOUL
deep in my soul
bury my soul
deepen my soul
until I know
eraticate
what I think I know
eliminate
what darkens my soul
fabricate
what I think I know
saturate
what lightens my soul
What I think is what I know
What I think is what I think is what I think
What I think is what I know
I can eraticate part of my soul
What I think is what I know
I can eliminate part of my soul
What I think is what I know
What I think is what I think is what I think
What I think is what I know
I can fabricate part of my soul
What I think is what I know
I can saturate part of my soul
DEMONS
I let the demons in
deep below the skin
deep below the skin
just went too far
went way too far
already left with scars
come and walk with me
come and walk with me
where demons are my friends
my demons are my friends
once I believed in truth
now can see right through
now can see right through
twisted and full of lies
twisted and emptied ties
lost in my fragmented mind
transformed one day
I became the demon
I became the demon
built for punishment
infinite punishment
forever will repent
DEVASTATION
the world leads a path of death
devastation leaves quite the mess
no one left behind is goal
but bodies are left without their souls
penetration
destruction
devastation
vicious threats and stolen goods
people running with covered hoods
lost and found make no mistake
you're lively hood is now at stake
relying on the world police
decomposing will never cease
public outcry and sanity's lost
left to scavenge from what was tossed
FABRIC OF TIME
I've seen obscene
I've been obscene
there's a place
I should not be
in my mind I have seen
there's a place
I need to be
but it's full from debris
I'll leave all behind
as I fly blind
lost in this time
unable to unwind
I'm in the fabric of time
a place I should not be
someone said I'll lose my mind
and I'm afraid that it's time
FADE AWAY
sometimes I live for a dream
where I feel like I'm needed
my truth is found in actions
dreams will always fade away
I summon - those around
a request - to be heard
give me your attention just for a bit
fall inside my words
listen as you may
there's something you should know
something - I obey
come and fade away
come and fade away
fade away
a dark energy flows around me
like it always has
beating my soul, crushing my soul it's like death
reaching for me
look - into my eyes
crawl - inside my arms
come and fade away
come and fade away
come and fade away
believe as you may
we can live beyond
believe in what we want
come and fade away
dream a little larger
scream with a smile
come and fade away with me
come and fade away
come and fade away with me
come and fade away
come and fade away with me
GHOSTING
creaking floors
a rattle of doors
a promising plea
infectious disease
try to hold on
but no longer belong
the haunting inside
while trying to hide
screaming cries
of past demise
the memories are
the atrocities
lessons learned
from being burnt
it all comes down
to a chilling sound
GODLESS
ministers prey on misfortunes
taking a bribe for our souls
life is dark like the crow
till the end of days
we are all godless
faster we go overlooking
letting the world dictate what's wrong
knowing that we do not belong
till the end of days
we are all godless
lost and alone for our days
we travel in our circles of shit
knowing that we cannot just quit
till the end of days
we are all godless
we all end in the same place
blood soaked skin on a slab
dripping blood from a hole
till the end of days
we are all godless
rotting or burned to ash
buried or tossed in the air
we all stay in our worlds
till the end of days
we are all godless
IRRESISTIBLE
haunted by the decisions I've made
all the stupid fucking mistakes
torture is not enough
never enough for what I've done
feeling kinda low
and somethin's got to go
why should I just die?
why should I die?
making your life miserable
it's just irresistible
making your life miserable
it's damned irresistible
times can seem to be so frail
but life can be a living hell
torture is not enough
never enough for what I've done
JUST KILL ME
poison my guts
and slash my wrist
slice my neck
with blood soaked fist
drown my sorrows
or blow out my brains
swim too far
with nothing left again
hanged by rope
or beaten to death
heart explodes
which ends my quest
just kill me
KILL THE HEAD
kill
kill the head
kill the head
the body will die
eye to eye
fearless
attack the guy
fist meets face
blood drips
marking the grave
strike the head
finally
the dead bled red
KILLING TIME
god a fraud
watching you go down
down and down and down
"be still and know that I am god"
short cuts leave their marks
break away from the norm
the answers lead to more questions
hopes and fears become deceptions
darkened skies
fill the day
wash it all away
make it go away
look into my eyes
death is known here
a thousand pieces shattered
no magical mirror
it's killing time
it's your time
now you know
this earthly vessel
broken down
a deformed growth
forever twisting
twisting and twisting
a never ending road
LIKE FLAMES
- done by Berlin, but some lyricsSomething I've heard
somewhere I've seen
too real to ignore
I chose not to believe
from the black of pain
to the white of fear
in the dust we die Eden's never near
the freedom bought
changed hands and sold
the warmth of gawd
has turned ice-cold
we just can't escape it
like flames reaching out from the sun
we just can't defeat it
like flames reaching out from the sun
from the garden of love
been banished too long
the balance will shift
between the weak and the strong
once they would beg
once they would plead
but now they demand
dividing my needs
the freedom bought
changed hands and sold
the warmth of gawd
has turned ice-cold
we all learn
and we know too well
heaven's died and gone to hell
now I watch
but I should run
like flames leap from the sun
I dream I'm free
but never wake
it's just too much
it's just too late
THE MONSTER WITHIN
I have a crazy grin
push comes to shove
the only real monster is the monster within
I'll drag my feet
my brain starts to swim
waiting for the fight
the fight will begin
won't take excuse
won't care for views
won't take a hit
won't take abuse
don't wait forever
puncture the skin
there's only one way
the one way to win
MY VOID
look into my emptiness
feel the void within
touch what you cannot see
some should not have been
my heart grows tired
the body defines the sin
deep inside this soul
where nothing can begin
feel my void
fill the void
feel my void
within
I see by negative light
sleep this night away
pray nothing comes true
hide amongst the decay
I drift further away
NOSFERATU
like the blood flows
through the artery
the pain that grows
takes away from me
lead me from a life
of the misery
pull the fears that rot
inside of me
Nosferatu arise from the earth
bringer of death
god of murk
Nosferatu sucks the blood dry
the body fails
the body dies
embrace me
with opened arms
my heart beats
not for me
take your needs
leave the rest
my opened mind
won't protest
take the pain
I've foreseen
I will give
unto thee
Nosferatu's coming for me
more promises
something to believe
listen to my heart
beat beat beat
all that's left
is rotting meat
take this life
your decree
my spirit
is leaving me
THE ONE WHO WAS DEAD
master of disguise brings the wicked
moving forward forcing ahead
transcendence doesn't come easy
darkness transforms the one who was dead
bring my life
bring my life to an end
there's a creep in town
you better look around
there's a creep in town
it's listening for a sound
and it's lookin' for a place
it's going to eat your face
dark energy pushed from the sun
transcending the sorrows of the dead
dark energy pushed from the sun
reviving the one who was dead
PUMPING THROUGH MY VEINS
removed all desired
learned to burn by fire
locked and feel the beating
always had unfair treating
pumping through my veins
I can feel the anger
pumping through my veins
I can feel the pain
pumping through my veins
I can feel the laughter
pumping through my veins
pumping through my veins
pain and punishment
lead me to resent
not easy to transcend
when they don't amend
pumping through my veins
fall between the cracks
always looking back
overlooked in time of need
vicious anger planted seed
I can feel the anger
Quite the Fright
chest pounds tight
quite the fright
hands pulled clean
all gang-green
my brain corrodes
my head explodes
eyes can't see
mouth can't breathe
legs get weak
back just freaks
life will cease
nothing will be
when we're through
just tossed from you
what you see
was torn from me
"THE RIGHTEOUS"
some see me as the enemy
but I see me as me
some see me as the enemy
am I your enemy?
you don't have to be tough
just know when enough is enough
there's an army of light
they need you to believe
but they've lost their sight
when was this right?
when was this right?
when was this right?
when was this right?
don't take part with the enemy
don't take part with the enemy
don't become another enemy
don't take part with the enemy
don't take part with the enemy
don't become another enemy
you know they're not right
but they won't just go away
they'll make you fight for something everyday
they'll make you fight everyday
they'll make you fight for something everyday
they'll make you fight everyday
SEE THE LIGHT
I can see all that's before me
I believe in things are meant to be
I follow my sight and understand
before death, there was man
beaten and bloody, no longer matters
I believe in things are meant to be
I follow my sight and understand
before death, there was man
my dominion is small, limited to me
I believe in things are meant to be
I follow my sight and understand
before death, there was man
I have seen, what the world brings
work everyday for a new dream
wake up and see the light
no one is always right
when you seek you can find
you can have some insite
wake up
it's time to see the light
SHOCK ME
shock me
I'm emotionally disturbed
shock me
till my vision is blurred
shock me
everything is so absurd
shock me
so my voice is unheard
shock me
I do as I want
and I do as I choose
you cannot control me
or what I do
I don't follow your rules
or listen to reason
when I'm mocking you
it's so damn pleasin'
I'm self abused
and unsedated
lashing out at you
with uncontrolled hatred
I always cause havick
to all around me
I may never smile
but I certainly frown
SOMEONE'S DEAD AGAIN
lost and alone
feeling so stoned
cut to bone
where does it end?
eyes not shown
chest's been torn
blood from thorn
how do I fend?
where does it end?
how do I fend?
when does it end?
someone's dead again
hands are worn
mind is blown
loss of tone
when does it end?
sleep has grown
mouth just moans
always alone
someone's dead again
SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS
sunshine and rainbows
taught and now believe
ignorance follows
blindly it was weaved
sunshine and rainbows
where no one ever grieves
happiness can exist
until you really see
respect is earned
ignorance is bliss
we all get burned
don't be fuckin' pissed
I must say
you're without insight
and if I'm wrong
doesn't make you right
listen to the laughter
it's all about you
you thought all was right
now you're fuckin' screwed
TAKE IN THE EVIL
take in the evil
making it mine
take in the evil
all is fine
take in the evil
making it mine
take in the evil
now it's time
twist off cap
show off brain
losing water to the light
nothing's really gained
forced to move side
never feel pain
colors fall to the ground
life is just insane
light fills air
dehydrate vein
slow winds push around
but nothing ventured nothing gained
try to live this day
try to move away
colors fall to the ground
life is just insane
TO MY ENEMIES
to my enemies
fuck you
you say I pushed you
while you were in my face
you say I broke you
but you lived another day
you say I cheated
when there's no way
you say I hurt you
how you must have cried that day
you say I'm evil
ever since I was born
you say I'm lost
when all you do is scorn
you say I have no heart
when it's just torn
you say I hate you
and for that I will not mourn
TOO CLOSE TO ME
anger grew inside my heart
it knew where to start
my heart beats so slowly
the cries all held within
failing to see
failing what's given to me
I can feel denial it's all in the air
I can deny it but I do not dare
freezing in my blood and dripping from despair
my brain grows tired and I don't fucking care
anger grew inside my heart
it knew where to start
misled traveled far away
feeding my soul a bitter taste
you can speak badly about me
but I've become too close to me
I can feel denial it's all in the air
I can deny it but I do not dare
freezing in my blood and dripping from despair
my brain grows tired and I don't fucking care
oh shit not again another close fatality
I've become too close to me
I can feel the air pushing down on me
it just keep pushing pushing down on me
it just keep pushing
it just keep pushing pushing down on me
it just keep pushing
VALLEY OF THE DEAD
time spent was wasted on you
we all know this to be true
what is left is now empty space
haste has left you with ugly face
seasons changed and so has all
nothing good is what I recall
no longer matters what you've said
you belong to the valley of the dead
I don't know and I don't care
what you do is never fair
when you die I will see
rest of my life will be free
VAMPIRIC DISEASE
I want your blood
I need your blood
Justice in my life
justice, injustice, just in, just in my life
kept from it all
kept away, swept away, kept away from it all
left in the cold
like a like a like a beaten dog
pound a nail through my head
never ever leave for dead
lying like the dead
dreaming of what has been
hoping for the taste
the taste, the touch, the smell
drunk and weak, forget it, forget it
drunk and weak, forget it, forget it
the smell and touch, forget it, forget it
I need, the need, what is coming, coming to me?
hopeless depressed soul
I've never, never tasted the dead
scared? walk away
never, ever look my way
scraping skin off the wall
nothing can ever make me fall
fire, fire, into the fire
into the fire, I must, I must jump
I want your blood
I need your blood
WHERE NO ONE SHOULD BE
darkness bleeds into emptiness
stones stick out from the abyss
whispering wind moves ever so lightly
taunting all that's frightening
crackling steps travel so close
unknown image appears like a ghost
frozen in time defying plea
all is black no one sees
lurking where no one should be